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I was looking through BlazingPink's statistic when I noticed a familiar IP (Internet Protocol) address. To make sure that I've not made a mistake somewhere, I cross-examined it with my other blog, My Journey To Recovery's stat.

Yes, it was confirmed. My Little Mermaid was reading and digested every little bit of informations she could get from my blogs. And I also noticed that she was down on her hands and knees going through my new blog too. But how could she had known about it?

Yeah, I've to admit that this blog was suppose to be our project together where we shall remained as the only authors and readers. I wanted it to be private. Beside having the opportunity to teach my Little Mermaid about blogging, I also wanted to publish my thought, my feeling, my plan, my future which surely included my Little Mermaid of course!If a person doesn't love you anymore, then there is no more reason for you to stay. The only way to stop hurting is to stop wanting and the only way to stop wanting is to start accepting that the person is probably not the same person you used to know. Then and only then can you move on to find the happiness that becomes truly with rewarding when shared with the person who loves us just the same or probably even more...

That was the time when my being, my manners, my behaviours, my thought, my plans, my speech, etc etc looked wonderful, amazing, marvelous. Even my fart smelt like her favourite perfume, Sunset Heat by Escada. But now everything about me, stinks! "Take a look at what you have. Think of all you did to get it. Remember it only takes one second to lose."

Yes, it took only a blink of an eye to change her mind. One minute we were having a good time together, making plans for the weekend and all that jazz, but on the next minute, everything changes. And she has set her mind to hate me. No matter what I do or say she can never forgive me let alone talking to me! It felt like she had closes all doors, leaving me abandon outside without hope! Looked like she's totally shut me out!

Oops, sorry! I took the wrong bus. Where were we? O yeah, as I've tried to explain, when I created this blog I've also included my Little Mermaid as the author which certainly included her email address. When our relationship turned sour, (that's when I told her that I've no money and I shall be taking the bus as my main transportation on the day of our date) I plainly forgot about it. I only realized my mistake right after publishing my first post which I then promptly deleted her email address from Blogger's setting.

I guess, Blogger must has sent my Little Mermaid an email telling her that http://blazingpink.blogspot.com/ has been updated with a new post. I've thought of blocking her IP address from assessing this blog, but then on second thought there's no harm done. Anyway, it's kinda nice to know my Little Mermaid still took the trouble to read my blogs.

Below is a statistic screenshot from one of the counters that I've installed on all three blogs of mine. As you can see, on My Journey To Recovery she was only interested with only two posts.



I wondered why she's interested with 5 Ways To Spot An Addict and Be Careful What You Ask For? Anything special about those two posts?

That's all for now my friends. I hope to be able to publish a new post before 5pm. Ta ta...

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